Saturday, November 23, 2013

Thanksgiving and Leftovers

(DISCLAIMER) Like most things in life, better things usually come later. Please read until the end before making judgement on the following...

No Stuffing at the First Thanksgiving... Just the way it should be
Rejoice always pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-17 (NRSV)

Thanksgiving. It's less than a week away. Well, at least for us Americans. Our neighbors to the north, those silly Canucks, had their own Thanksgiving a month ago (October 14th to be exact). Tiffany, Sam and I are headed to our neighbors to the south however, to the land of those silly Iowegians, better known as Iowa. My brother is finishing his final year at Wartburg Theological Seminary and thus, it is our last (and first) chance to go visit him whilst he's down there. Thankfully, it's not too far.

Thankfully, Sam is old enough to not freak out too much on long car rides anymore. However, after this Christmas, I think the fam and I will let everyone come to us for holidays. I think we'll just stay home for holidays from now on, wherever that home may be. I'm thankful we have a home to stay home in.

However, thankfulness is something that I need to work on. I seem to have let some thankfulness slip over the years. I remember having to write Thank You cards after Confirmation, Graduation, Wedding, Baby Shower... and then neglecting to do so for the Confirmation and Graduation. Having to be reminded constantly was really... saddening, even though I still didn't do it. Why was I reluctant to Thank people? Why are we reluctant?

I was reluctant this month to thank the Luther Seminary donors for my scholarship. Yes, I received a scholarship to come here. I was awarded it this spring when I met a few of my current classmates for the first time. There were about 20 of us; we were all promised a scholarship, and told there were multiple FREE RIDE scholarships. I had my hopes, dreams and sights set on one of those FREE RIDE scholarships. Why not hope? Because I'm not THAT special. That's why not.

I should have known that the lowest possible scholarship was going to be mine, and not bothered to hope for anything more. Yes, I got a scholarship, but it was the lowest possible scholarship they offered. When I first heard that I received the scholarship, I was hurt. I worked so hard, tried my darnedest in the entire process, and I got the leftovers. I was more hurt than thankful, when I should have been overjoyed to hear such wonderful news. Many of my classmates had no such scholarship. Some received better ones, some received FREE RIDE scholarships. I got the leftovers.

Even the leftovers say "Thank You"
I see these FREE RIDE scholarship winners everyday, and I have to ask myself why they got one and I didn't. What was different about them? What special qualities did they have that I didn't? Could it be that they were able to be much more active in school and have better grades than I because they didn't start a family in the middle of college?

If they had based it on economic need instead of grades and activities, I might have been able to get a better scholarship, maybe even a fabled FREE RIDE scholarship. However, it seemed their priorities were stacked against me, and I'll have to be alright with that. I'll have to be thankful for those leftovers.

It's sometimes hard for us to thank people for stuff we don't feel thankful for.

It's hard to thank the great aunt who gives you a loaf of bread for your birthday.
It's hard to thank the ex-girlfriend who gives you a coloring book for Christmas.
It's hard to thank the new mother-in-law of your recently remarried father for pajamas.
It's hard to thank the donors for a leftover scholarship.

It's hard to thank sometimes. But it doesn't mean that we shouldn't.

I know I should have thanked the donors, I just... didn't make it a priority.

It's hard sometimes, when I really am thankful for things, and I can't contain my gratitude. How can we differentiate so much on what we are thankful for?

It's easy to thank God for family.
It's easy to thank God for friends.
It's easy to thank God for the food on our plates.
It's easy to thank God for the life we have.

It's easy to thank sometimes. But it doesn't mean that we shouldn't.

So what about those leftovers?

Oh yeah... those leftovers...

I received a scholarship. $500 a class/year. It's not a FREE RIDE but it's enough to make a difference in my financial aid. And I should be thankful for that. I am. I am thankful for the scholarship, however the donors will never know that due to my... delayed gratitude...

So this Thanksgiving, and every Thanksgiving... When you're given the leftover canned cranberry sauce, the organ meat of the turkey, the burned pecan pie, the mushy stuffing, just say "Thanks". You may not want it; you may be overjoyed with it. In any case, be thankful. 

There's a lot of people across the world, across the nation, across the state, across the road... That have less, that are given less...

There's a lot of seminarians at Luther that have less, that are given less... 

So be thankful. 

Amen.



P.S... Thoughts on paying for seminary (with or without a scholarship and financial aid), and paying for education in general will addressed next time... Until then, Happy Thanksgiving!

Friday, November 8, 2013

Something Better

For most of today, I've been busy (finally) working on my application for my CPE(Clinical Pastoral Education) experience this coming summer. The application has made me think of a lot today, including of friends, mentors and old memories long forgotten. One of the questions was asking about a situation where I gave help to someone who asked. It took me a bit, but it finally reminded me of a time last spring.



One night last spring, my son Sam and I were returning home from Riverside Park in Saint Cloud. I saw a man in a motorized wheelchair pulling a cart full of stuff. The man was only dressed in a hospital gown and hospital socks. It was evident that the only possessions the man owned were in the cart behind him. He was making his way out of the bathroom when I saw him, and I was putting Sam in the car when the man drove his little chair in front of my car, and asked for my help. I told him that I was busy putting my son in the car and I was unable to leave Sam in the car alone. He insisted that I needed to help him put his bag of stuff back in his cart. I felt God’s anthropomorphic metaphorical finger tapping me on the shoulder, so I drove my car right up next to the bag so I was never ten feet away from Sam. The bag was a large cloth sack filled with assorted things and a large TV. The TV was the culprit that fell out his cart, so that was the heaviest and hardest to move. I finally grappled with it and placed it back in his cart. I nodded to the man and I got back in my car to head back home. Sam and I were almost out of the parking lot when I looked back in my mirror at the man to see the bag of stuff to fall out again.

Rather than drive away ignoring what I saw (which I really wanted to do) I turned around, and proceeded to repeat the grappling I just did 5 minutes prior. This time, I made sure that the TV was snug in his cart, told him to take turns slowly next time so that it didn’t fall out again. I nodded at him again and returned home. I returned home to my apartment with plenty of food on the shelf and in the fridge. I returned home to my computer, HDTV, and loving family. I struggled for a few days trying to find the justice in that. How did I have so much (and it’s not much compared to some) and he have so little?


I reluctantly helped the man move all of his possessions in the span of 5 minutes of struggling with a TV and other assorted objects. It took two days of packing, moving and unpacking to move all of our stuff from Saint Cloud to Seminary. It took me 5 minutes to move his 2 feet. Makes one think…

I helped him that one time (two times, technically). I'm sure his bag of stuff has fallen out of his cart multiple times since then. There are people like me who are (reluctantly) willing to help, some who aren't, and some who selflessly help without even thinking. 



I've been studying Christ Lutheran on Capitol Hill as part of a group project in a class. The church is literally located a block behind the State Capitol. Every time I drive down there, I inadvertently drive by a number of people pushing their own carts full of stuff. Every time. Blocks from the steps of the State Capitol, where a giant beautiful gold-plated statue stands guard above. The State Capitol, where politicians have the power to eradicate poverty in this state. A church stands on the corner. This church, Christ Lutheran, has many programs helping these individuals, but it's not enough. 

Growing up as poor as we did, we were thankfully never on the street pushing our own carts. I don't think we were ever close, but I do feel closer to the people pushing the carts than I do to the people driving fancy cars in multiple large, lavish houses with car elevators. There has to be a better way to do things in this country. There has to be a better way of living out God's mission in the world. 

I don't know how to do it, I don't have the resources to do it, but I wish to strive for something better in this world than this. I think the only way this can happen is with the Church's help. That's a capital C on that Church. And I'm not implying merely the Christian church, but as a pluralist, I mean everyone who believes in a divine being that knows this isn't right. 

We weren't meant to merely feel bad for these people.
We weren't meant to merely give our money to these people.
We weren't meant to merely feed these people for one night.
We weren't meant to merely preach against the injustices.

We are meant to do something about it.
We are meant to fix the injustices.
We are meant to fight for these people's lives.

Let's do something about this people. I don't mean merely helping out at a soup kitchen, donating food, donating money, donating blankets (which are all wonderfully great things to do). But we need to do more. 
I don't know what. I don't know how. But there are people who do. 

I leave you with a classic song from the 90's. Eddie Vedder and Chris Cornell before they had their own bands, Temple of the Dog's Hunger Strike.


Amen. 

Friday, November 1, 2013

A week before the 75th Anniversary of Kristallnacht...

I'm finally posting this. Please, if you agree with the conclusion, share this. After the celebrations of Reformation Sunday and Reformation Day, please read this. I wrote this as my 'Senior Thesis' of sorts for my B.E.S degree from SCSU.





 “They are our open enemies; they do not cease to blaspheme our dear Lord Christ; they call the Virgin Mary a whore and Christ, the child of a whore.  Us they call changelings and abortions, and if they could kill us all, they would gladly do so.”
            Martin Luther (1546) An Admonition Against the Jews

We’ve Moved Past it …?
            My fellow students, spread across western Minnesota are small communities mostly populated with white Christians who have close ties to agriculture and religion. If there are any Jewish people in these communities, they are few in number. Donnelly is a small, rural farming community in the center of western Minnesota with a population of about 250 people. Spending the majority of my younger years in this conservative German Lutheran town, I attended school in the nearby town of Morris. Because of the University of Minnesota Morris, the town had a little more diversity than the average Minnesotan town of around the same size (~5,000). However, this diversity did not readily include those of Jewish ancestry or culture. My knowledge of the Jewish people and culture came from watching Mel Brooks’ movies and Jon Stewart on The Daily Show.
After starting this study about Luther and his thoughts about the Jewish people, my professor tasked me to inquire with the ELCA pastors who are important in my life about their thoughts and feelings on Luther’s writings. All of their responses were of disgust for the writings, but with the same conclusion: The ELCA wrote an apology in 1994 and we work together with our Jewish brethren for the common good, so therefore we’ve moved past these writings. The website of the ELCA (elca.org) shows nothing regarding the writings. The 1994 apology is there, and there are some passing references to “On the Jews and their Lies” in some articles, but there is no explicit mention of Luther’s anti-Jewish sentiments. So, according to my pastors and the ELCA, we’ve moved past it. Or have we? This paper will examine that question, and what I will do with this knowledge in the future, if anything.
            Growing up in the ELCA, I was told of Martin Luther’s 95 theses and the fact that he gave the people the Bible in the common tongue. I was taught in confirmation that he was a runaway monk who married a runaway nun and started the Protestant Reformation. As I grew older, I understood more about my faith’s namesake, including his responses to the Apostle’s Creed in his Small Catechism. In my high school years, my mother informed me that he wrote terrible things about Jews in his later life when he was dying of uremic poisoning, but I was never shown what he wrote. It wasn’t until I took classes at Saint Cloud State University from my Religious Studies professor, Dr. Joseph Edelheit (who happens to be a rabbi), that I was shown these terrible writings, and I was in disbelief at the extremely horrific details Luther was so specific about. Using Schramm and Stjerna’s Martin Luther, The Bible, and the Jewish People: A Reader in my class, I learned that Martin Luther did write terrible things in his later life, partially due to his health, but that his anti-Jewish sentiments were prevalent throughout his teaching and writing career, even before hanging the 95 Theses on the door of the church in 1517.

“For their recta stick out, that is, the innermost feelings of their heart and their desires in opposition to Christ they display to the present. Through these they have poured out their excrement. Therefore, the recta sticking out means that their will to harm and do evil appears, since they are not able to vomit the feces of evils against Him.”  (Martin Luther, First Psalm Lectures (1513-1515))


Part of my difficulty with Luther’s anti-Jewish texts is that at the same time Dietrich Bonheoffer, a Lutheran theologian and pastor, was writing against the Nazi’s eradication of Jews and saving them from their persecution, Adolf Hitler was using Martin Luther’s “On the Jews and Their Lies” as proof of Jewish evils.  Is this a case of “Do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing”? If Bonheoffer had known that Hitler was using Luther’s writings as justification, would he have remained Lutheran? While Bonheoffer was using Luther’s words of love and social justice, Hitler was using the most difficult anti-Jewish passages of Luther’s writings:
“First to set fire to their synagogues or schools and to bury and cover with dirt whatever will not burn, so that no man will ever again see a stone or cinder of them. This is to be done in honor of our Lord and of Christendom, so that God might see that we are Christians….
Second, I advise that their houses also be razed and destroyed.
Third, I advise that all their prayer books and Talmudic writings, in which such idolatry, lies, cursing and blasphemy are taught, be taken from them…. We must not consider the mouth of the Jews as worthy of uttering the name of God within our hearing. He who hears this name from a Jew must inform and chase him away. And may no one be merciful and kind in this regard.
Fourth, I advise that their rabbis be forbidden to teach henceforth on pain of loss of life and limb…
Fifth, I advise that safe-conduct on the highways be abolished completely for the Jews…. Sixth, I advise that usury be prohibited to them, and that all cash and treasure of silver and gold be taken from them and put aside for safekeeping ….
Seventh, I commend putting a flail, an ax, a hoe, a spade, a distaff, or a spindle into the hands of young, strong Jews and Jewesses and letting them earn their bread in the sweat of their brow… For it is not fitting that they should let us accursed Goyim toil in the sweat of our faces while they, the holy people, idle away their time behind the stove, feasting and farting…” (Martin Luther, On the Jews and their Lies (1543))
            Luther’s call to action to Christians of his day is not found in Schramm and Stjerna’s Reader; I had to find it elsewhere. The above section of “On the Jews and their Lies” was not placed in the Reader because it was “infamous” (Schramm and Stjerna p.146) and was able to be found elsewhere, and perhaps it is too horrific and embarrassing for entry into the Reader. I’ve found it to be the prime example of Luther’s writings at his worst and most horrific. It’s tragic that Adolf Hitler embraced and acted upon “On Jews and Their Lies,” beginning with what is known as Kristallnacht (Night of Broken Glass). On the nights of November 8 and 9, 1938, Nazi storm troopers smashed windows out of synagogues and Jewish-owned shops and buildings (thus Kristallnacht), killing at least 91 Jews, and sending at least 30,000 Jews to concentration camps. The Nazis destroyed 267 synagogues across Germany, Austria, and Sudetenland. One cannot blame these atrocities solely on Luther, but his above writings may have had some influence.
In the middle of his ministry, Martin Luther wrote, “That Jesus Christ was Born a Jew,” in which he, perhaps uncharacteristically, wrote words of supposed kindness towards the Jewish people.  In the calm before the hellfire hailstorm of anti-Jewish writings that were to follow, we can recognize that at one point he attempted to write some kind words.
“If we really want to help them, we must be guided in our dealings with them not by papal law but by the law of Christian love. We must receive them cordially, and permit them to trade and work with us, that they may have occasion and opportunity to associate with us, hear our Christian teaching, and witness our Christian life. If some of them should prove stiff-necked, what of it? After all, we ourselves are not good Christians either.”  (Martin Luther, That Jesus Christ was Born a Jew (1523))

Luther’s writing above was in response to the Crusaders’ murderous treatment of Jews, and as we’ve seen, not his general sentiment before or after 1523.  Conversion of the Jews was the ultimate goal, and as Phyllis Goldstein writes, “He, too, viewed ‘toleration’ as little more than enduring the presence of Jews until they became Christians.” (Goldstein, 2011)  As it became clear to Luther than conversion wasn’t happening as he’d hoped, his writings became more and more hate-filled.  
Luther’s views are in a long line of Christian thinkers who express an anti-Jewish polemic, including Saint Augustine. The Crusades, The Inquisition, and the implementation of Jewish ghettos across Europe all happened before Luther. It took well over 1900 years from Jesus’ trial until 1965 for the Catholic Church to approve Nostra Aetate at Vatican II, renouncing church teaching that Jews were/are responsible for Christ’s death: 
“True, the Jewish authorities and those who followed their lead pressed for the death of Christ; (13) still, what happened in His passion cannot be charged against all the Jews, without distinction, then alive, nor against the Jews of today. Although the Church is the new people of God, the Jews should not be presented as rejected or accursed by God, as if this followed from the Holy Scriptures. All should see to it, then, that in catechetical work or in the preaching of the word of God they do not teach anything that does not conform to the truth of the Gospel and the spirit of Christ.” – Nostra Aetate (1965)

            The Catholics did indeed take over 1900 years to denounce the ‘Christ-Killer’ rhetoric, but it also took the Catholic church a long time to denounce many of their other outdated teachings, including the location of the Earth in relation to the universe, the shape of the Earth, burning of heretics, and the like. To be fair, the American Lutheran Church, one of the precursors to the ELCA, adopted a very long document laying out how the ALC held relations with the Jewish community.  The document clearly confesses, “In America, Lutherans have been late and lethargic in the struggle for minority rights in the face of inherited patterns of prejudice. We have also been characterized by an inadequate level of ethical sensitivity and action in social and political areas.” (ALC)
The Church Council of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America on April 18, 1994, adopted the following document as a statement on Lutheran/Jewish relations:
In the long history of Christianity there exists no more tragic development than the treatment accorded the Jewish people on the part of Christian believers. Very few Christian communities of faith were able to escape the contagion of anti-Judaism and its modern successor, anti-Semitism. Lutherans belonging to the Lutheran World Federation and the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America feel a special burden in this regard because of certain elements in the legacy of the reformer Martin Luther and the catastrophes, including the Holocaust of the twentieth century, suffered by Jews in places where the Lutheran churches were strongly represented.
The Lutheran communion of faith is linked by name and heritage to the memory of Martin Luther, teacher and reformer. Honoring his name in our own, we recall his bold stand for truth, his earthy and sublime words of wisdom, and above all his witness to God's saving Word. Luther proclaimed a gospel for people as we really are, bidding us to trust a grace sufficient to reach our deepest shames and address the most tragic truths.
In the spirit of that truth-telling, we who bear his name and heritage must with pain acknowledge also Luther's anti-Judaic diatribes and the violent recommendations of his later writings against the Jews. As did many of Luther's own companions in the sixteenth century, we reject this violent invective, and yet more do we express our deep and abiding sorrow over its tragic effects on subsequent generations. In concert with the Lutheran World Federation, we particularly deplore the appropriation of Luther's words by modern anti-Semites for the teaching of hatred toward Judaism or toward the Jewish people in our day.
Grieving the complicity of our own tradition within this history of hatred, moreover, we express our urgent desire to live out our faith in Jesus Christ with love and respect for the Jewish people. We recognize in anti-Semitism a contradiction and an affront to the Gospel, a violation of our hope and calling, and we pledge this church to oppose the deadly working of such bigotry, both within our own circles and in the society around us. Finally, we pray for the continued blessing of the Blessed One upon the increasing cooperation and understanding between Lutheran Christians and the Jewish community.  (Declaration)
            I found this apology after I had read through Schramm and Stjerna’s Reader because it was, thankfully, at the end of the book. One could find the document on the ELCA website if he or she actively searched for it. This apology was made six years after the formation of the ELCA. It is very delicately written and I’m thankful the ELCA adopted it, but did the ELCA need to wait six years? I do like the phrase “must with pain acknowledge …”  Perhaps it took six years to figure out how to phrase it so delicately. The apology acknowledges plenty of guilt, but is it enough? Does the apology mean that we’re over this; that we’ve moved past it? The ending calls for prayer, but there is no call for action. Yes, we are called to oppose such bigotry, but is that enough? Should we as the ELCA initiate more opportunities for open discourse with the Jewish community and our congregations about Luther’s prejudice? The role of the ELCA should not only be an apologetic one, but one of action; more so a stance that “We’re sorry, so this is what we’re going to do about it.” The role should not be left in the negative. With a call to action, the ELCA’s role can be moved to the positive. Perhaps the ELCA could provide an Internet link to Luther’s writings underneath the apology on the website, thus showing what the ELCA is apologizing for.
After all, I would have never learned about Martin Luther’s writings in this detail if certain events had not transpired. The accusations of anti-Semitism are what brought my professor to SCSU in the first place. In the early 2000s, the Dean of the Social Sciences Department was accused of anti-Semitic acts. These accusations resulted in the Dean stepping down from his position and the start of a Jewish Studies program. Dr. Joseph Edelheit, who had served as a rabbi for over 40 years, was selected to head the Jewish Studies program and help heal the wound on the campus of Saint Cloud State University. A unique aspect of this story is that the Dean is my uncle, and 10 years after these events occurred, I took an anti-Semitism class from Professor Edelheit who pointed me to Martin Luther’s horrific writings.
            Had it not been for my public education at SCSU, I would have touched on these writings in seminary, but probably not in this amount of detail. I am making the argument that this lack of scholarship needs to change. These writings are our ‘cross to bear.’ What we do with them is our challenge. The ELCA did apologize for the writings in 1994, six years after the formation of our denomination. We work towards building relationships with the Jewish community in our communities and form bonds of friendship, but is that enough?
            Have we really moved past it? Should we move past it? We need to do more than just move past it. We must act upon what has come before us and create a new call to action to rival the anti-Jewish call issued by the father of our faith. We must work together with the Jewish community to create an open dialogue with our congregations, and to be more open about what has come before us so that we may fix what lay ahead of us. For if it is truly our charge to be ministers of both word and sacrament, and to call ourselves Lutheran, we must bear both the cross of Jesus and Luther’s writings. We must put forth a pathway to healing so that we can finally move past it and know that we’ve left a larger, more positive impact on our world.
Perhaps on the 75th Anniversary of Kristallnacht, (November 8&9, 2013) ELCA pastors across the country could read these passages in their congregations and together discern the meanings.  We could remember the 6 million Jews who lost their lives in the Holocaust, and pray for healing and renewal. 
 Also, the ELCA should take Luther’s horrific call to action against Jews and replace it with a more dynamic call to action to engage congregations with the Jewish community in open discourse to re-open this wound and fix this infection from within; to finally allow this wound to heal. Until we, the ELCA, actively engage this issue, it will fester in the hidden depths of seminaries and universities, and grow cancerous on the internet.
If it is my calling to be a Lutheran pastor and eventually confess to understanding Luther’s theology and teachings, then these writings are my burden to carry along with every other Lutheran pastor. All Protestant leaders have a church to lead because of Luther, but it is our special burden as Lutheran pastors to acknowledge, discern, and struggle with these writings. What we do with them is in our care. Amen.  



References

The American Lutheran Church and the Jewish Community. (2013, May 01). Retrieved from http://www.ccjr.us/dialogika-resources/documents-and-statements/protestant-churches/na/lutheran/678-elca1974
Evangelical Lutheran Church in America (ELCA). (n.d.). Declaration of ELCA to Jewish Community. Retrieved April 30, 2013, from http://www.elca.org/Who-We-Are/Our-Three-Expressions/Churchwide-Organization/Office-of-the-Presiding-Bishop/Ecumenical-and-Inter-Religious-Relations/Inter-Religious-Relations/Christian-Jewish-Relations/Declaration-of-ELCA-to-Jewish-Community.aspx
Goldstein, P., & Evans, H. (2012). A Convenient Hatred: The History of Antisemitism (Kindle ed.). Brookline, MA, United States of America: Facing History and Ourselves National Foundation.
Kristallnacht: A Nationwide Pogrom, November 9-1, 1938. (n.d.). Retrieved May 03, 2013, from United States Holocaust Memorial Museum (USHMM): http://www.ushmm.org/wlc/en/article.php?ModuleId=10005201
Michael, R. (2006). Holy Hatred: Christianity, Antisemitism, and the Holocaust. New York: Palgrave McMillan.
Schramm, B., & Stjerna, K. I. (2012). Martin Luther, the Bible, and the Jewish People: A Reader. Minneapolis: Fortress.
The Vatican. (1965, October 28). Declaration on the Relation of the Church to Non-Christian Religions - Nostra Aetate. Retrieved April 30, 2013, from http://www.vatican.va/archive/hist_councils/ii_vatican_council/documents/vat-ii_decl_19651028_nostra-aetate_en.html