Roles

This is my last sermon as Living Waters' pastoral intern, preached on 11/19/17. Tying together a difficult text to preach on, my last Sunday as their intern and the end of Transgender Awareness Week, I preached on the roles that we live and the concept of living between multiple roles.

Gospel: Matthew 25:14-30

Grace and Peace to you from God our Loving Creator, and from our Lord and Savior Jesus the Christ, Amen.

Sometimes you’re the master, and sometimes you’re the third slave. Sometimes you’re the teacher, and sometimes you’re the student. This is my last Sunday at Living Waters as your intern. Well, that sure went quick. Yes, I’ve only been here a few months. And for some of you, that time might have seemed quicker, because half of my time here was the summer, and you may have not been here much in the summer. And that’s okay, it seems very quick for me too. In all reality, I’ve only been here since May as your intern, and even then, it’s only been two weekends per month. This is my only my 7th sermon as your intern. If I were a called pastor by myself in a solo call, that would be a month and a half of Sunday sermons. Three months if I were Prs. Denise or Todd. And for almost that entire time of the last few months, Jesus has been teaching parables in our Gospel texts. Parable after parable after parable. Jesus ‘throwing around’ ideas about God and the kin-dom of God.

Reading today’s Gospel lesson again and again, trying to wrap my head around how the master can be so cruel to that third slave whom he called “wicked and lazy”. And then in the parable, the master adds, “For to all those who have, more will be given, and they will have an abundance; but from those who have nothing, even what they have will be taken away. As for this worthless slave, throw him into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’” The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, O Christ.

It seems discordant in my head, how this parable throws the master in such a light, even after he doesn’t deny that he reaped where he didn’t sow and gathered where he didn’t spread seed… He punished the slave for noticing and knowing better.

I spent days contemplating this text, knowing that this was my last sermon as your intern, and how was I ever going to speak a word of Grace into this? How was the Holy Spirit going to breathe life into this text?

And then it hit me. I was sitting in the first meeting of Saint Cloud’s first Minnesota Transgender Alliance at Peace United Church, listening to the stories of people I just met. I was thinking to myself how much I wanted to hear more of their story, to sit and console them in their grief, and connect them with resources and pray for them and then... I stopped myself and realized… I wanted to be their pastor. In that moment right there, in a meeting of fellow trans-identified people in this community, I had taken myself out of the realm of fellow trans person in need of help, and wanted so desperately to say something. But I stopped myself, because it wasn’t my job. At that moment in time, that’s not what I was there for.

Because sometimes you’re the teacher, and sometimes you’re the student. And I think I’ve struggled with that distinction on this internship. I think I’ve struggled with that difference for a while. But I’m going to venture a guess that I’m not the only one that has trouble at grappling with the distinction.
If we go back to the Gospel lesson, and put ourselves in the role of the slavemaster - well okay, let’s reframe it as boss, and we as a boss have employees that we entrust our work and energy. We leave on a business trip, and ask three employees to do some tasks for us. We give one a bigger task, but expect more out of her. We give another one a smaller task, but expect great things from them as well. And with the third employee, well, we have something small we want done, but think he’s up to the task. When we return from our trip, the first employee, well she did a fantastic job of completing the task for us, and she gets a promotion. The second employee, they also did a fantastic job on their task for us, so we give them a promotion also. The third employee, went digging in our desk. And he saw that we had other things going on, maybe we were on a secret job interview while on this trip and he found out about it because instead of completing the task we asked of him, he dug in our desk and found our secret.

The truth is, we were indeed going on a job interview while on this business trip, but nobody was supposed to know. So this third employee found out about it, and told everyone. Do we like this guy? I don’t think we’d be too happy with him digging in our stuff and not completing his task. He apparently had more nefarious reasons for doing what he did, so we fire him. We’re leaving soon anyway, might as well finish the job while we’re there.




After coming up with that story, I don’t want to be a boss, ever. But I know I’m called to be one. I know God is calling me to be a pastor, and in some capacities, I’m going to have to hire and maybe even have the power to fire people. Maybe some of you have that power yourself. Maybe some of you related to that story pretty well. Maybe I didn’t have to spell it out for us all in an allegorical way. Maybe we all could use a little reframing of our brains as well.

Jesus was in the temple, as he has been for a while now, throwing around parables about God and the kin-dom of God. Was Jesus the teacher or student? In our parable for today, is God the slavemaster or slave? Boss or third employee? In what ways are you teacher? Or a student?

Maybe it’s hard to picture Jesus in a subservient role as a student, or God, or yourself. A year ago, Tiffany and I were both students, grad students finishing up the second-to-last semester of grad school. For the the grand majority of the last 7 years, I was taking classes for the eventual goal of becoming an ordained pastor such as these two lovely folks. As two grad students raising two kids and aiming to achieve that goal of being pastor and social worker, we had blood, sweat and tears to prove how devoted we were to the goal of becoming our dreams.

But dreams don’t always turn out exactly how you’d thought, or hoped. Star Trek called the future, “The undiscovered country”. Try as hard as you can, work on the tasks laid before you, and without voluntarily going down a wrong path, sometimes you still end up in the outer darkness.
And even in that outer darkness, Christ is still there. I can’t give you an answer on when you should be the student or teacher, the boss or employee, the storyteller or listener. I can tell you that there are times in our lives when both make sense. When the roles between student and teacher, boss and employee, storyteller and listener, and slave and free - are not so different. Because Christ is with us in the difference, in the bonds between and outside of the poles.

Christ is with us in our joys and sorrows. Christ is with the victims of abuse. Christ is with those who will gather in the coming days to remember the 25 people killed for their gender identity and expression. Christ is with us in our fears of the future, and our hopes for tomorrow. Christ is with us in our life and in our death, as the One who conquered death, so that we all may have life, through the Love and Grace of God. 

Tiffany and I did both earn our degrees, and one day we’ll achieve our dreams. From the beginning of summer to the end of fall, the Yes Network to Meals on Wheels, and Vacation Bible School to Sunday School. From the study on Accidental Saints to Adult studies on Justice, the basics of and reading the Bible. And from Easter to almost-Advent, God has been present throughout this short internship at Living Waters. Grace has been shown, fun has been had and the teachers and students met in the middle. Community was formed, relationships built, and the members at Living Waters will continue doing what you do best.

I’ll leave you with words of Paul the Apostle, writing in his letter to the Galatians: “There is no longer Jew or Greek, there is no longer slave or free, there is no longer male and female; for all of you are one in Christ Jesus.” (Galatians 3:28)

Go in Peace, Living Waters.
Amen.

The First Year of My Own Re-Formation

According to history as we know it, on October 31st, 1517 - Martin Luther nailed his 95 theses to the door of the church at Wittenberg Castle, thereby spurring the Protestant Reformation. Four Hundred and Ninety-nine years and three days later, I started my own physical re-formation in Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT). I took the red pill (okay, so they're pale pinkish) and placed a clear patch on my hip and began to see where this rabbit hole goes.

Today marks 500 years and 3 days after the Protestant Reformation began, and one year since I began my own re-formation. Why am I tying the two events together?

Because when Martin Luther wrote his 95 theses and attached them to the door, he wanted changes to happen to the body of Christ that he knew. There were things wrong with the expression of the body of Christ (the Church, specifically the Roman Catholic Church) that he wanted to change so that the true and authentic expression of the body of Christ could manifest.  By making some of 95 changes, this authentic expression could shine through the bounds of what the current body of Christ looked like. It was restrictive, and made him feel guilty of all the stuff he thought he had done wrong.

Likewise, there were elements to my body that felt restrictive, obtrusive or out of place. Not how I wanted to express myself. And my mind was constantly curious about the question of gender, and what it would be like to change those elements. I didn't have 95 things I wanted to change, but a few. Enough to spur my own re-formation.

So I did.

Martin Luther's efforts to spur change in the Church wreaked havoc on the body of Christ. The Pope and Church called him into question, censored him, burned his writings, and tried to assassinate him. The Church would not go gently into that goodnight.

Luther's efforts were meant to re-form the body, probably not create a whole other body. Likewise, the journey I started a year ago was meant to re-form my own body. I've already helped create two other bodies :)

In the end, after those 500 years, the reformed body that Luther helped create is still figuring out what to do with those that re-form their own bodies, mainly their gender identities and expressions. The amount of trans rostered clergy and seminarians in the Lutheran extension of the body of Christ... is steadily growing.

I have steadily growing elements to my body, some less desirable than others. After all, food does taste better with these new reforms :)

I'm blessed to be married to my supportive, beautiful wife, and parent to the two beautiful bodies, the children of God I helped create. This has been a wild year of its ups and downs. But I'm forever thankful for all of the supportive friends, family members and colleagues. And through it all, I know that God's got this.

Thanks everyone.

Happy 500th, Protestant Reformation!
Happy Tranniversary!


(helpfully edited by Proclaimer Christephor Gilbert)

Denarius

This is my second to last sermon preached at Living Waters as intern, with Reformation Sunday a week away, I wanted to mention the anniversary.

1st Lesson: Exodus 33:12-23
2nd Lesson: 1 Thessalonians 1:1-10
Gospel: Matthew 22:15-22

Grace and Peace to you, from God our Loving Creator, Savior and Spirit, Amen

Moses and the Israelites had been wandering in the desert after escaping from Egypt. Time and time again, the Israelites complain about not having enough, whatever… and then Moses finds a way to fix their troubles. Moses feels like he fixes the troubles so much, that he might start to wonder where God fits into all of this. The Israelites start to wonder where God fits into all of this. For a while now, Moses seemed to be the one in charge. Moses seemed to the people that Moses had this thing figured out. And after a while… Moses felt kinda lonely. Wandering in the wilderness all that time, leading these people that wouldn’t stop complaining… Moses might have felt a little overwhelmed. Moses casually reminds God of God’s promise to shepherd God’s people. So he asks this God a question, and by wayward reply, God said that Moses doesn’t have anything to worry about. God’s got this. Not only does God got this, but God will remember the Israelites because they are God’s people, God has named them, and they are known by that name.

God knows the people by name, and tells Moses that there is nothing to worry about because God will watch over God’s people. In the narrative of Exodus, this happens right before God gives God’s people the ten commandments, where God lays down some important guidelines as to how God’s people should interact in the world. And for anyone who has watched New Wine’s X Project, you know that the ten commandments are all about respect - and showing respect to one another, as God’s people.

Fast forward to Jesus’ time, where in today’s Gospel, Jesus is still in the temple in Jerusalem. In the scope of our time in church, over the last few weeks, Jesus has been telling parables in the temple, after he came bursting in and flipping tables. Parable after parable, the Pharisees might have been tired of all the parables, so they asked Jesus a question. Trying to trap him, they ask if it’s lawful for the Jewish people, the descendants of the Israelites, to pay taxes to the Emperor. What would this teacher, this rabbi say? The first commandment is that people shouldn’t have any other gods before God, much less the Emperor. Why should the Jewish people pay taxes to another power other than God? Another power, by the way, that was also looked at as divine? So as the 5th graders learned last time in their lesson, the Pharisees were the leaders who thought they were the best at keeping all the laws, your run-of-the-mill holier-than-thou types. These folks were asking Jesus, a teacher of the law, a rabbi, if it was right for the Jewish people to pay taxes to another form of power.

Jesus, knowing better - takes the coin, looks at it and asks them right back - who’s head is on the coin? What power does this person have? The emperor? Then give to the emperor what is the emperor’s and give to God what is God’s. Give to the world what is the world’s, and give to God what is God’s.

Beaten at their own game, hoisted on their own petard, they walk away amazed.

Fast forward again to the apostle Paul, as he’s writing his first letter to the Thessalonians. He tells the early Christians there, that they too are God’s people. Paul writes, “For we know, [siblings] beloved by God, that he has chosen you, because our message of the gospel came to you not in word only, but also in power and in the Holy Spirit and with full conviction; just as you know what kind of persons we proved to be among you for your sake.” (1 Thess. 1:4-5)

That means that you and I, Christians baptized in the living waters of baptism, where we too were called and named beloved children of God, are God’s people. Jesus tells the Pharisees, “Give therefore to the emperor the things that are the emperor’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” (Matthew 22:21b)

You are God’s beloved children. We are God’s beloved children. You are God’s things. All of us are God’s beloved things. Give to the world that which is the world’s, and give to God what is God’s.

In a week, we will remember the 500th anniversary of the Reformation. I even hear that Martin Luther himself will be here for the first service to tell us all about it. One of Martin Luther’s achievements, besides the 95 Theses and the “Here I stand, I can do no other”, and the translating of the bible and the printing of the bible in the people’s words and writing a whole bunch of other works… One of his achievements was developing the Small Catechism. Luther wanted people to know their faith, and to be able to teach their faith to each other. So, he developed the Small Catechism for people to teach their children in the home, the basics of the Christian faith. So, he included the ten commandments, the Apostle’s Creed, the Lord’s Prayer, explanations of the sacraments and confession, and other blessings and prayers.

Along with the Lord’s Prayer and Apostle’s Creed, Luther included explanations for each of the parts of the Lord’s Prayer and Creed. The words he asked to introduce the explanations, were “What is this?” or “What does this mean?”.

So too, Jesus asks the Pharisees, “What is this?” What does this mean for the emperor to be on a coin, and taxes are paid with these coins? What is this? What is this response that Jesus has, “Give therefore to the emperor the things that are the emperor’s, and to God the things that are God’s.”? (Matthew 22:21b)

The presence of God is a holy and important piece of our lives as Christians. Putting God in the proper place in our lives is a difficult endeavor, but we have the Holy Spirit to be our Advocate. We are God’s beloved people, and as Martin Luther affirms in the Small Catechism, after explaining the beginning of the Lord’s Prayer, “What is this? It is true that God’s name is holy in itself, but we ask in this prayer that it may also become holy in and among us. How does this come about? Whenever the word of God is taught clearly and purely and we, as God’s children, also live holy lives according to it.” (Small Catechism, the Lord’s Prayer)

All of us were created in God’s image, all that we have is from God, and all that we are, is of God. But what does the world demand of us? What is this? The Pharisees ask Jesus about paying taxes, and Jesus says use the emperor’s coins for paying the emperor. Use the rest of our identity, for God’s benefit.

So, we call that stewardship. We pay what we do for what the world demands of us, to pay for the roads, libraries, post offices, services, defense, education, and administration, and a whole bunch of other stuff… we pay the country and state with what the country and state provide for us, and we give to God that which is God’s. In our traditional offertory prayer, we say the words, “we offer with joy and thanksgiving what you have first given us - ourselves, our time and our possessions, signs of your gracious love.” Remember those words? We use our time as stewards of God’s good gifts, to serve one another.

For instance, there's a link on the church's website where people have the opportunity to volunteer for spaces of the worship services where we need help. Things like ushering, communion help, and so on. As members of the body of Christ, coming together to worship God, forming community, expressing our faith - we form an identity as members of Living Waters Lutheran Church in Sauk Rapids, MN. We serve God and each other by giving of ourselves, that which is God’s. Ourselves, our time and our possessions. Coming together to worship takes a combined effort of many people, and as a community, we can take ownership of this community by contributing whatever we can, whether it is our time, or our talents, or our monetary offerings.

That’s one of the gifts of the Reformation - placing the power of the congregation in the hands of those who congregate, more than the ones in charge. We have power as a community to serve one another and God, by giving to God that which is God’s.

 But people may be hesitant to give of ourselves for the betterment of God and God’s children. We may be much like Moses in the desert, wandering around, being in charge of our own lives but wondering where God fits into all of this. Then God reminds us, and reminds us Christians through the sending of God’s son, Jesus the Christ - that God’s got this. God sent Jesus into the world to live among humanity, to teach, to love, to serve, to die, and to rise again. Through the unwinnable and unshakable Grace of God, we are saved from our sins, and called and named in our baptism to live in the freedom of that Grace. We are called to serve one another by giving to God and God’s children that which God has provided for us - ourselves, our time, and our possessions.

When the world demands so much of us, when we are called away to devote everything else to the world, we lose sight of God and God’s promise that God will always be with us. We become Moses wandering, and wondering where God is in all of this. When our song says peace, and the world says war, when our song says grace, and the world says law, when our song says hope, and the world says shame, or fear, or pain… We have God despite the world. When our song says God, and the world says more, we have God despite the world.

Give to the emperor, that which is the emperor’s. Give to God, that which is God’s.

Amen.

Seasons

This is my second to last sermon at Lutheran Church of Christ the Redeemer, preaching a special set of texts based on Luther's Priesthood of All Believers.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-14
1 Peter 2:1-5, 9-10

Grace and Peace to you from God our Loving Creator, Redeemer and Spirit. Amen

For everything, there is a season. Turn, Turn, Turn. (I started the last sermon with a song, I might as well keep up the pattern, right?) A time to be born, a time to die, A time to plant, a time to reap, A time to kill, a time to heal, A time to laugh, a time to weep… Turn, Turn, Turn...

The writer of Ecclesiastes had some thoughts to go through. These words from Ecclesiastes 3 were popular already, then further popularized by the Byrds. But the author of Ecclesiastes also wrote the words in the second verse of the book, “Vanity of vanities, says the Teacher, vanity of vanities! All is vanity.” The author was likely at a time in their life when reflection was always around them. All they had was time, and so they wrote these thoughts down. In the autumn of their life, both good and bad and the dichotomies between them, seemed apparent.

The author had thoughts, and wrote them down. They never directly identify themselves, but some scholars believe the book was written by King Solomon. But whoever it was, they had purpose in their life, and then maybe toward the end of their life, they saw that purpose slipping away.

We could read this text out of Ecclesiastes as a reflection of our own lives, a simple matter-of-fact way of looking at life. But then he clinches it up there in the last line of that thought. “I know that whatever God does endures forever; nothing can be added to it, nor anything taken from it; God has done this, so that all should stand in awe before God. That which is, already has been; that which is to be, already is; and God seeks out what has gone by.” (Ecclesiastes 3:14-15)

Whatever we do, whatever has been done, whatever will be done - has been done by God. That what we do in life, is done with God, always ever present with us.

Martin Luther, the man we remember and the reformation we recognize in our celebration over the weekend - saw this presence of God in how he saw our own ministry as God’s people. As baptized members of the body of Christ, by God’s authority, we are called by God to God’s people to serve one another, in whatever function that is. The reality that is known as the Priesthood of All Believers, is this idea that all of us are ministers of the same Gospel, that all of us have been called through our baptism, through the calling and naming in the waters of baptism - that we look upon each other as God looks upon us - as God’s beloved.

We are called and named through our baptism to serve one another throughout the seasons of our life. As the author of 1 Peter points out - “like living stones, let yourselves be built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.” (1 Peter 2:5)

And like actual stones, we are individual, we are unique. The seasons of life that form us as children of God are like the seasons of time forming and shaping rock. As much as time shapes us, and time shapes stones - so also does water. Water is one of the building blocks of life, the element that we are washed in and shaped by in our baptisms, as it washes and shapes stones. And when we come together, as shaped and washed living stones, and we form a community - so also we form a spiritual house, a dwelling place, a church. Individual and unique stones are formed together, gathered together to literally form a home, and as much as stones are required to build a building, individual members are formed together to become church, to fill one with the other.

The outside of this sanctuary is covered in stones, placed upon each other, to form walls that give structure. Our worshipping community, our church gives structure to each other, so that individual people, individual living stones don’t fall through the cracks.

Who are we as people? As a community? Like the living stones that we are, and the water that shapes us, we find ourselves in the land of water. The word, ‘Minneapolis’ is a combination of the Dakota word for water, and the Greek word for city, or collection of people. We are literally in the city of water. Minneapolis, or more precisely Fort Snelling is where the body of water our state hails its name from, the river of sky-tinted water - and the Mississippi, one of the longest rivers in the world. The two rivers were shaped by melting glaciers, with the Minnesota River pouring out of Big Stone Lake in western Minnesota, not too far from where I grew up. The glaciers themselves were giant frozen chunks of water, that carved their way through Minnesota, forming and shaping the landscape of the state we live in. And then they melted, formed a body of water known as Lake Agassiz, that over time shifted, but eventually drained into the bodies of water that contribute to the immense amount of lakes in this state.

Water shapes and forms us, and shaped and formed the land we live in. Water too, connects us. Again, water is an essential building block to life, so we as human beings are connected to every living creature on the planet through the water we need to survive. So also are we connected to every member of the body of Christ, through the waters of our baptism.

According to the idea of the Priesthood of All Believers, we are all ministers to each other, able to carry on the message of the Gospel, stewards of God’s grace, and called by God for a vocation in life. With this vocation, we are called and named through our baptism to go out into the world to make it a better place for us all, bestowing God’s Grace, Love and Mercy to the rest of the world, in the name of Christ, the One who sends us.

To everything, (turn, turn, turn…)  there is a season. (Turn, turn, turn.) A time to cast away stones, a time to gather stones together… “Like living stones” the epistle says, we are gathered together under the name of Christ, to minister to each other, through the waters of baptism that form and shape us. As Christians, we believe and proclaim that this Christ, the man who gathered people together, and taught and fed and healed and served them, and then was killed by them. Jesus the Christ, the savior of us all lives among us and gathered us living stones, and calls us all to live among each other - to in turn serve one another for the benefit of us all.

In this land of sky-tinted water, in the city of water, we can come together to help our neighbors in Puerto Rico, and in California and Texas and Florida, and even with the President of the Virgin Islands as our leader, we can hopefully come together to help heal from the damage of the many disasters they have faced. Because even if the President of the Virgin Islands doesn’t think we’re all connected under the same flag, maybe he can remember that through the waters of our baptism, we are all connected to each other as it is anyway.

… And a time to every purpose, under heaven.

Amen.

Authority

This is my third-to-last sermon at Lutheran Church of Christ the Redeemer, preached on 9/30 and 10/1/17.

Gospel: Matthew 21:23-32

Grace and Peace to you from God, our Creator, Savior and Spirit, Amen

“I fight authority, authority always wins… I fight authority, authority always wins… I’ve been doing it since I was a young kid, I’ve come out grinnin’... I fight authority and authority always wins” And so go the words to the 80’s song aptly named, “Authority Song” by John Mellencamp.

I was barely around in the 80’s, to the point that I was younger than Bridget is now, when the epic decade of the 90’s began. Yes, I’m that young. And to that point, I am as young as some of you were when your generation was fighting authority. It must be something about being in your 20s and 30s… 

I’ve been watching the Ken Burns and Lynn Novick documentary, The Vietnam War on PBS. Actually, it’s been on the PBS App with my Chromecast, but you know… I am a Millennial. Talk about generations fighting authority… A man once told me that if someone remembers the 60s - then they weren’t really living it.

It’s good to be watching it now, I never learned much about the war or much around the state of the world during that time period. It’s this time in our nation when those of us who weren’t around then can look at it and say… “what were we thinking?!” But then look at the current world around us and say again… “what are we thinking??!”

I’m pretty sure this documentary series has been in the making for many years, but I almost wonder at how serendipitous it is for the series to be shown in this climate. A president put into office in extraordinary circumstances, who listens to all the wrong voices and then begins to only listen to his own voice… Who disregards actual poll numbers, with a changing of the staff, who swears and says inappropriate things off the cuff… Aaaand, the comparisons between presidents can stop there. But the climate - political unrest, seemingly divided beyond any measure, chaos in the streets, protests everywhere, endless wars both foreign and domestic… Increased militarization, racial tension, even a fight for voting rights and continued conversation about modern segregation and modern slavery… You wanna talk about authority… what authority?

What authority did Jesus have? The chief priests of the temple were asking Jesus how he could do and say the things he did. Did they come from God? Or was John the Baptizer just full of himself? What gave Jesus the right to barge into their reality and start messing things up? Taking a stand against their injustice, whether intentionally or not. What gave Jesus the right? He should feel privileged enough just to stand in a temple, to be in Jerusalem - let alone preach in the streets… let alone question their own authority… Jesus could heal and feed people in his own time, in the private spaces of their homes. He didn’t have to do it in front of people. He didn’t have to inspire others to… Go and do likewise… What gave Jesus the right?

What gave Jesus the right -  to proclaim to the world that the way the Empire was doing things, how the authority of the land was actually no authority at all - and this would soon get him killed - that the only authority that anyone should observe is God’s authority.

This congregation held their own authority when you decided to call an openly lesbian pastor seven years before you’d actually be able to. When you decided to open your doors to the Togolese people, when you decided to donate your time and resources to community efforts to quell homelessness. When you decided to open your doors and hearts to a Transgender intern and their family, and many other openly queer leaders along the way… As a congregation, you fight against other authorities and hold your own authority. What gives you the right? What gives you the right to say that these out-of-the-ordinary realities are an integral part of this congregation’s vitality? On whose authority are you able to do this?

Whose authority? God’s authority. Lutheran Church of Christ the Redeemer is a member of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America. You are part of the largest Lutheran denomination in the country. You celebrate the memory and teach the teachings of a law-school dropout, who nearly 500 years ago questioned the Pope’s authority. And with it began the revolution that propelled many reformers to re-form the Church, throughout those 500 years. So many bold and powerful leaders to stand up and say in a loud voice, we are part of God’s Church, and you are all Saved by Grace through Faith.

The Gospel of Matthew isn’t really the Gospel where Jesus steps over all the authority, for that Gospel you’ll have to wait until Mark starts in Advent. But Matthew says enough. Earlier this week, I was in Okoboji, Iowa for the Southwest Minnesota Synod’s Fall Theological Conference. Also known as a few days where most of the pastors of the ELCA’s southwestern Minnesota congregations - gather for fellowship, learning, and maybe even some rest. Our first speaker was Dr. Karoline Lewis of Luther Seminary - my preaching professor once upon a time. Dr. Lewis talked about the differences in the Gospels, why the Gospel of John was her favorite, and when a text comes up in the lectionary - you have the authority to preach it. The measure of a “good” sermon for her - isn’t necessarily on how it sounds to people - but how faithful it is to the text and God’s message. That even when some texts appear in the lectionary that might be hard to preach on - that we as preachers have the authority to preach on it.

That was a good reminder for me, because I fear that I may not have the authority to tell anyone to do anything… Or suggest or implore or… what authority do I have? Many people my age, my generation of Millennials - may talk about upending authority, may even get something accomplished on that front - but when it comes down to it… Some of us feel like we don’t have our own authority. Who are we to talk to someone like this? To stand in front of you and proclaim the Gospel? To stand at someone’s bedside or baptize a child or offer forgiveness or preside over communion or even officiate at weddings… The inability to imagine ourselves as people of authority… is something called “Imposter Syndrome” - and it’s real.

When I first started in ministry, I had no idea what I was doing. I had the possibility of having some type of authority, and I didn’t know how to wield it, or even if it was truly there. And I struggled with that for many years. I still struggle with it. Who am I to be doing this?

And then I go back to the thought of generations questioning authority, and maybe we all do at some point… Maybe we all ask ourselves, why am I doing this? And maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe we all need a little check-in, to give us a little humility. Maybe that’s our midwestern humility, the “Minnesota Nice-ness” of us.

Because in the end, we know that many decisions just aren’t up to us. Many realities, many questions in our head about what goes where, who goes where, why things happen the way they do, why one-in-a-million possibilities happen at the wrong time to the wrong people… Aren’t up to anybody. Maybe there are realities that even God has no control over.

Jesus was being questioned as to who gave Jesus the right to do the things he did, say the things he did… and he gave a parable that is one of those head-scratchers… but ultimately knowing that if anybody had authority, it was God.

So when a nation upends over who should protest the country and who can’t, and why they can’t and how they can’t and where they can’t… When the country looks for a moral authority and that authority isn’t the one in charge… When landscapes are destroyed and help is hard to come by… Where is the authority?

Perhaps when we feel distraught, upended in our own lives, we just need a retreat of our own, even if it’s in our minds. Prayer is good for that. Prayer is there to help calm our minds when all else is failing, when our own authority is in question… We have to remember, and hold on to the promise that God’s got this, that God is the authority, that we are all saved from our own doubts, pain and sorrow by the one who overcame death and darkness for the life and light for us all.

Because John Mellencamp might have been right - when you fight authority, God’s authority - always wins.

Amen

Community

My sermon preached at Living Waters on Sunday 9/17/17. It was Pride in Saint Cloud, and Living Waters' annual Fall Fest fundraiser was the day before.

Epistle: Romans 14:1-12
Gospel: Matthew 18:21-35

Grace and Peace to you from God our Loving Creator, and from our Lord and Savior Jesus the Christ, Amen

Texas is the second largest state in these United States, and when people mention cities in  Texas, I admittedly have only a vague idea of where they are. After the last couple weeks, I now know that Houston is the fourth most populous city in all of the United States, and is on the coast of the Gulf of Mexico. We continue to pray for the victims of all the hurricanes to rock the Atlantic and Gulf coasts, and pray for the recovery that will stretch for many years to come.

With Texas being so large, I’ve only been to one of the major cities in Texas, and that is El Paso. I visited El Paso with New Wine the summer after my senior year of high school. El Paso is on the border of Mexico, separated by the Rio Grande, with Ciudad Juarez on the other side of the river. On the United States side, large high rise apartments line the river bank. On the Mexican side,  there are small houses and dirt roads. Escaping poverty, famine, war, genocide, lack of employment in hopes of a better life - thousands of people from many countries south of that border - cross it every year. They risk life and limb, going beyond themselves and their semblance of a normal life - in hopes of a better life for themselves, and in many cases, their children.

These children - and many others from other areas of the world - who were brought here by their parents or other adults, or arrived without - and because of a legal action known as the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals - these children may yet have their illegal immigration status forgiven, to become full citizens.

In today’s Gospel - Peter, that old rock, asks Jesus a question. “If somebody sins against me, how often should I forgive that person?” Jesus responds, not seven times, but seventy-seven times. Or in other versions, 70 times 7. Otherwise, it’s a lot of times… Forgive, and forgive again. Forgive so many times you forget how many times you forgive people. Go above and beyond the complex idea of forgiving for when they sin against you, and forgive them again. Then Jesus tells a complicated parable about the unrepentant slave who is forgiven his debt, but fails to forgive the debt he is owed. Then the lord catches wind of this, and throws him in prison until he repays his entire debt.
It takes a lot of courage and respect for yourself and for the other person - to forgive.

You have to go above and beyond the casual forgetting about it - but total forgiveness takes effort beyond the norm. Forgiveness is a huge concept that is multi-faceted and we could take an entire sermon series on some aspects of forgiveness. So rather than try to tackle a large chunk of it in one sermon, I’ll leave it here - saying that God calls us to forgive one another, and to do so we must go beyond ourselves to do it. And when forgiving is too painful, when we’ve already pushed ourselves beyond what we are capable of, then we have to rely on the truth that God is the ultimate source of forgiveness. Sometimes, as the saying goes, we have to let go, and let God.

The Apostle Paul writes, “We do not live to ourselves, and we do not die to ourselves. If we live, we live to the Lord, and if we die, we die to the Lord; so then, whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord’s. For to this end Christ died and lived again, so that he might be Lord of both the dead and the living.” (Romans 14:7-9) Paul points out, that all of us are of God, and whether we forgive or not, we are all God’s children. In our reading from Romans today, Paul starts off by saying that we shouldn’t judge one another. How does he do this? By calling the people who eat only vegetables weak. What was that about judging? We are all God’s children and we shouldn’t judge one another. Simple enough, we learn that when we’re young.

By maintaining a culture of non-judgement, we might not say rude things to one another, but then we might not say anything at all. What if we took the concept of going beyond forgiving and forgetting - to forgiving so often that we lose count - What if we took that concept of going beyond ourselves to not judging - to embracing? Embracing our differences for who we are as beloved children of God? “Whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord’s”, Paul writes.

This past year, members of Living Waters went beyond themselves and fed their neighbors through programs such as the Yes Network, Feed My Starving Children, Kids Against Hunger, Meals on Wheels, and at the Place of Hope and our own wonderful food shelf. What if we went further? What if we didn’t only feed them for individual meals, but were able to enact lasting change in the community by advocating for better wages, and better access to food and housing? Thinking beyond the temporary, to something more permanent?

On the sign by the driveway, the worship times are listed with “All Are Welcome” below them. Our mission statement aspires to build a welcoming and inclusive community. What if we went beyond writing these words, and became active in proclaiming it? Wrote a statement of welcome that was specific in its invitation… So that we had words and actions to back up our statements.
This weekend in Saint Cloud was the local Pride festival, where people from across greater Minnesota came to Lake George to celebrate their identities of going beyond the closet where society placed them. Going beyond the barriers that kept them in the closet, so that the people who openly identify as lesbian, gay, bi, trans, and more - can celebrate and come together in community.
For community is what this is all about. What we define as community, who is allowed in that community, and where we find that community - that’s why we’re here. Yesterday, the other end of the church was full of our community’s discarded items, for other members of our community to buy or have. Games and activities, the 5k and fellowship, the vendors and coffee… Fall Fest was community, our community coming together.

Attending worship is forming community, becoming active in the goings on at church, signing up for serving communion, ushering, singing in the choir, serving in the nursery, teaching Sunday School and Confirmation… Serving your community - Being in community - Forming Community… In a little bit we will celebrate communion, God’s Grace made flesh, poured out for us all - we celebrate as a community. The binding of that community is found in the living waters of baptism, where we are called and named beloved children of God.

We open our doors every week to members of our community, so that we worship together, as community. When a member of the community sins against us, Jesus tells us to forgive and we go beyond ourselves and forgive until we forget how often we’ve forgiven. Paul the Apostle calls on us to not judge our neighbors, the members of our community. God is calling on us to go beyond ourselves and serve our community by opening our definitions of community. Extending our community outward, and allowing more lasting change for our community.

We are called, summoned by God to live into that community, expand our definitions of that community, and bring hope and love to those outside of it. For we are all members of the community of God, and saved from ourselves by the Grace, Love and Mercy of God, our Creator, Savior and Spirit. We live in, serve, and engage many forms of community, yet all are one in God’s community. “Whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord’s”. God calls each and every one of us to love and serve one another, to forgive one another, to go beyond ourselves and our bounds of community for one another. You are a beloved child of God.

Amen.

Boldness

This is my fourth sermon as intern at Living Waters Lutheran. I wrote this before knowing the potential of the destruction of Hurricane/Tropical Storm Harvey. Living Waters will be taking up a donation for Lutheran Disaster Relief for the next couple weeks in response to the damage. 

Gospel: Matthew 16:13-20

Grace and Peace to you from God our Loving Creator, and from our Lord and Savior Jesus the Christ, Amen

    Jesus asks his disciples, “Who do people say the Son of Man is?” Who is this guy you’ve been following around? The disciples reply with… Perhaps your relative, John the Baptist, or a prophet of old, Elijah… Someone important anyway…

And then, Peter... Peter that ol rock… Peter speaks up! Peter declares in a loud voice that Jesus is in fact, the Messiah. Jesus responds by blessing him, and saying that upon this rock, Jesus will build the church. Now, some may assume that Jesus was making a pun - Peter after all comes from Petros, meaning Rock… And Peter did sink like a stone a couple weeks ago… And Peter is a stumbling block a little bit later… And Peter is stone-faced when people ask about Jesus after the Last Supper… Okay, that’s enough stone puns for now.

Either way, Peter speaks up, and Jesus says that he will build his church upon the rock. The first line of our Hymn of the Day... that we will be singing shortly, is Built on a rock the church shall stand, even when steeples are falling… Jesus builds his church on the effort of Peter standing up, speaking up and declaring Jesus as Messiah.

Who is Jesus to you? I think that’s an honest question that we all wrestle with from time to time. 

Here are some images of different depictions of Jesus, maybe some you’ve seen, maybe others you haven’t. Different perspectives, some might seem offensive to you. But the artists who depict Jesus in this way, may want to give people a variety of reactions to them. (I showed the congregation images of Jesus, from different perspectives, Native American, African, Chinese, transgender... etc...)

Jesus is generally depicted, in our Upper Midwestern Lutheran world… as this ( a stereotypical white Jesus). The traditional image of Jesus is this guy that looks like a lot of other bearded men with long hair. Look at a college campus, and there are plenty of Jesus-look-alikes around, as well as pop culture. (Chad Kroeger and Obi-Wan Kenobi)

Alright. So there’s a lot of images that we associate with our Messiah. The disciples had theirs, and Elijah and John the Baptizer were important figures in their life. Jesus is important, and Jesus, like Elijah and John… have influence on the people and are change-makers in their world.

The question right now… is Who is Jesus to you? A few years ago, there was a funky 80’s song going around the internet entitled, “Jesus is my Friend”. I won’t show it to you now, but you can certainly look it up when you get home. The image of Jesus as our friend is certainly planted in us when we’re young, with the image of Jesus sitting or walking with children is first introduced to us. Jesus is our big brother, our friend in times of trouble, our protector.

We have plenty of songs about Jesus, in our hymnals and on the radio, plenty of movies, plenty of posts on social media, and then we have the Bible, our Bible… sitting on a dusty shelf somewhere in our house…

Jesus is the Son of God, he had his ministry on Earth, died and rose again. The Apostle’s Creed, the creed most of us had to memorize in confirmation class… portrays Jesus as a baby one sentence,  “I believe in Jesus Christ, God’s only son our Lord. He was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the virgin Mary…” and BOOM “suffered under Pontius Pilate”...

Wait… where did all of the Gospels go? That’s skipping like 20 Chapters in the Gospel of Luke. As I heard a theologian say once, Jesus lept out of Mary’s arms, into the hands of Pilate!

And then we move on to remembering his death and resurrection. Oh, and Jesus saves us all through his death. And the story of Jesus remains in those dusty bibles on the shelf, to be brought up in church, and maybe occasionally in conversation.

I ask again… Who is Jesus to you? Somewhere in the skipped 20 chapters of the Apostle’s Creed… is the life and ministry of Jesus on earth, as told by the Gospel writers. All the teaching, and healing, and feeding, and walking and talking… All the parables, all the little nuggets of wisdom. That’s the Messiah Peter was talking about. The Messiah, the one who saves us all from ourselves. Through the Grace, Love and Mercy of God… you and I and the rest of humanity… have been saved from our sin, our pain, our weakness. That’s the Messiah. That’s the Good News.

All too often though, we think that this Messiah is ours alone. Our own personal Jesus. Someone to hear our prayers, etc. Someone to wield against someone else. Those pictures of Jesus I showed you earlier… Some may have been thought provoking, others maybe offensive to some. But, the artists, the communities and cultures that these images come from - these are examples of them proclaiming their faith that their Messiah, our Messiah - cannot be put into a box, one where there is solely one correct version of Jesus.

Jesus is somebody to everybody. We have faith in this somebody, and we can proudly and boldly proclaim our faith in this somebody. The other disciples threw out what other people thought, but there Peter was boldly proclaiming that Jesus is the Messiah, the Anointed One - the one who saves us all from ourselves.

Jesus says that on this rock I will build my church. The passion that Peter shows is the passion that propelled Christianity through history. Be like Peter. Be passionate in your faith. Be passionate in who you are as a beloved child of God. The walls of church buildings are built to maintain structure, to withstand weather, to provide shelter and sanctuary, and to create a space where God’s word is proclaimed, where the promises of God are shown in the living waters of baptism and in the bread and wine of communion. Where community is held, where people experience the beginning, middle and end of their lives, where we say hello and wave goodbye. Our existence is a bold expression of our faith. And here’s the kicker - the church isn’t this building… it’s you. We are the church. We are the church that Jesus built upon the bold proclamation that Jesus is the Messiah. That’s who we are.

I keep asking you, “Who is Jesus to you?” This is a sermon, and you’re mostly white Minnesotan Lutherans, so dialogue in a sermon might not be all that comfortable for you, and that’s okay. I don’t like it either. But I can tell you how I’d answer that question.

Jesus for me, is the Messiah that boldly lives out his faith in God and humanity by preaching and teaching and feeding and healing those, who in the eyes of those in power, Jesus shouldn’t be preaching and teaching and feeding and healing. The folks like the Canaanite woman last week, or the 5000 people a couple weeks before. Jesus is the Messiah who was born into poverty, born a refugee, and lived his life showing humanity what to do when the deck is stacked against you. Even when the deck is in your favor, Jesus the Messiah, the Christ, the Anointed one does what he’s not supposed to for the benefit of those around him, to teach us all how to live, so that we may go and do likewise. Jesus is the Messiah that even when we as humanity make mistakes, when we mess up, when we are in pain, when we lose our loved ones, when we need a loving presence and the arms of our Savior… Jesus the Messiah is the one who saves us from that darkness, because the light of Christ shattered death and shatters the darkness that we live with.

With the darkness of Charlottesville in our recent memory, with the threat of nuclear war seemingly always on the horizon, when our sea levels are rising and people are crying out in pain… We may not know how to respond. What we can do, is we can boldly proclaim in a loud voice that Jesus is our Messiah. Jesus loves you, loves me, loves us all and we are called by this Messiah to go out into our world and help create a beautiful life for us all. Stand with your neighbors when they need you. Go out and be the church. Boldly proclaim to all the world that you are loved. They are loved. Be bold in your faith, for that is the rock on which Christ built the church. Built on that rock, this church shall stand.

    Amen.